hayden panettiere ontd CDAN released this blind item on thursday. Recently some interesting comments have come up in the discussion part of the area. Read ahead! --- THURSDAY, MARCH 01, 2012 Today's Blind Items This former B list television actress who was on a really big hit network show just a couple of years ago now just seems to float mindlessly and flit between boyfriends. She comes from a broken home and abusive home. Her dad used to beat her and get into bed with her. Her mom just let it happen because she was being beaten herself and did not want to provoke. Well, now the actress who is still very young only seems to date boyfriends who are abusive and willing to hit her. Her last boyfriend (former A list athlete with B list name recognition) was so scared that he would kill her he broke up with her. Her new celebrity boyfriend does not punch nearly as hard but seems to love it. Probably getting out his anger because he is closeted. The Insider Himmm says: (to be honest, it is all a very interesting read and I encourage you to read it all; and not just the bolded parts). hayden panettiere ontd How to use it? hayden panettiere ontd PART ONE: Okay folks, here goes. Excuse the spelling as I'm on an iPhone w/o spellcheck. First, sorry for unleashing all of this. Second, I am NOT judging this young lady - just saying that help is there for all of us if we accept it and want to help ourselves. And third, if this BLIND ITEM hits and spreads through the web far, wide, and rapidly, I may have to remove this comment. It can cause problems I cannot explain right now. (Don't want trouble for "Enty", so don't be shocked if the whole item and/or my comment gets erased to avoid trouble). So here goes: Yes, this IS Hayden. 100% totally. I know this for a FACT. The wording of this item is NOT 100% correct - which may be intentional to deny it legally, but it is close. But there's far more to this than is being mentioned, revealed, or even hinted at. For all you GoogleSleuths out there just look up the past news stories about her Dad getting arrested on "domestic" issues - then her mom dropping it. It's not just about a fight, smack, or basic domestic issues. It's about sexual perversions, videotapes, witnesses, and the loss of MONEY and FAME. hayden panettiere ontd How to use it? hayden panettiere ontd I am a FORMER personal "friend" of a woman named Diana Jenkins. Doubt you know her, but she's the Rosetta Stone of every scandal and perversion from Hwood all over the globe. She's an Uber-wealthy divorcee whose hubby ran UK’s Barclay's bank - and she ran the Arab investors for the bank! She's been running a high class call girl/party-girl ring for Arabs, Wall Street, DC, Royals, and Hollywood elites. She's also a MAJOR philanthropist, arts supporter, political donor, and social hostess to EVERYONE. Her best Hwood pals include Sean Penn, Clive Davis, Ari Emanuel, George Clooney, Cindy Crawford, and her “little pet” named Hayden. Diana is the connector of wealthy Arabs and Asians and Athletes with Hwood actresses/models. She also is a sick and twisted bitch. When Hayden and her own Mommy went on the outs, Diana Jenkins took that place in her life, by Hayden's choice. Leslie P. is not just a poor victim in this trainwreck. Trust me. She's at LEAST 50% responsible (if not more) for encouraging, enabling, and at times even participating in her hubby's twisted fucking life. Leslie's kinks cross the line into depravity, illegality, and inhuman sickness. As in: Ryan ONeal, John Phillips, Tish Cyrus, and Dan Schnieder territory. (Far worse than Pimpa Joe Simpson!) She's not just had chances to stop it or walk away with the kids, but she elected to not protect her kids - and give in to the hedonistic sickness in her bedroom (all for her own greed). You think Dina Lohan is bad? Leslie's guilt is compounded by trying to save her daughter's "IMAGE" (so as not affect her earning potential); and hoovering her own mountain of drugs, booze, fame, and fucking (of everything with legs)...Leslie IS as bad as her hubby - maybe worse because she KNEW it was wrong but didn't stop it and at times fueling it. It's easy to argue that Hayden is forever a victim which drives her own insane life choices - and I'm not a psychologist - but she has taken it further into becoming a willing perpetuator of it (and saying she loves it). Not just the physical and mental violence she enjoys, but her insatiable appetite for the most bizarre shit she can indulge in to "top" herself. She was offered help by some who genuinely cared for her and worried for her. She mocked them and tore off on her own streak. Now? She craves it and considers nothing taboo. NOTHING! Just ask Mario Lopez (right Enty?). rumor has it mario beats his women... hayden panettiere ontd How to get it for free? hayden panettiere ontd CONTINUED: 3:18 PM Himmmm said... PART TWO: There is NEVER any excuse for inflicting sick acts upon a child (of any age). This stuff all began in Hayden's teen years. And her Mom was as much a part of it as her Dad. Leslie's idea of a fun time was a coke-fueled orgy with 2 young studs...and her daughter and daughter's pals watching or joining in. Leslie preyed on Hayden's boyfriends, and Hayden preyed on 40yo-60yo producers, directors, agents, and studio bosses - male and female - (even offering one of them an in-home party he'd never forget). All this before she aged 19. Meanwhile, dear old dad with his own substance abuse issues made sure to tape EVERYTHING in the house. Including Hayden's girlfriends, sleepovers, and "quality time" in the family jacuzzi pool. When some of her gf's complained, their parents forbade them from ever going to that house again (and threatened charges). THEN, in return, Hayden would SNUB them out of her circle. So if you wanted to go to the clubs, shopping swag, and live the high life? You didn't rat out about Hayden's SICK family life. Because - after all - EVERYONE wants to be famous right? EVERYONE wants to be a celebrity...or a BFF hanger on, right? Sorry to unload all of this stuff at once. I'm sorry. I'm just sick and tired of all of this, and parents who are so fucked up that they breed fucked up kids. hayden panettiere ontd How to get it? hayden panettiere ontd My family was not Ozzie and Harriet - and it damn near killed me and destroyed everyone I loved - and my pathetic career- as a result. But when I realized it was time to take charge and stop the cycle, stop blaming my Dad, and be my own person? My life turned around (with the help of my amazing wife and some REAL friends who loved me). I just wish others could do the same for themselves. (PS - I have no issue with ANYTHING people voluntarily do in their private life as long as it is consenting - (kids and animals cannot consent!), and NOT hurting another mentally or physically. I'm no saint, especially in my youth but am close these days-lol. And all I'll say about another old topic? I am NOT a cross-dresser! My wife happens to collect vintage clothing and it's tough to surprise her when you share a home and office. But I admit I DO look good in pumps and a dress,:-) (A reference to this past blind item: about a transvestite actor) who has been most popularly guessed to be RDJ. Further confirmed when you match other commentary about sobriety, and children. For all of you TRUE diehard Hollywood underworld detectives? Find all you can about the notorious lady named Sanela Diana Jenkins - the ex-British socialite from the Balkans. Read British media stories about her divorce, and IGNORE the PR fluff about her rags to riches story. THEN look at her pics with all her pals, and who she's with. CONNECT ALL THE DOTS to all the blinds you know. Also look into a photo book called ROOM 23 filled with Hwood stars that Diana “produced”. Look closely at the list of stars who took part in that project. She is the HUB on the blind gossip wheel, and the Rosetta Stone of socialite dirt. Good luck! 3:18 PM ---- hayden panettiere ontd How to get it? hayden panettiere ontd "Himmmm" eventually came back for a "part 3": I just wanted to offer an honest, humble, and personal THANK YOU to ALL OF YOU for your kind and warm words. You, my friends, are amazing in your compassion. I don't think any survivor of any abuse - or any addict ever totally gets over things - but we try every day and never give up, give in, or give out. I'm glad you liked the insight into the blind, and I too am sad it could not have been a more positive one. During my years of tailspin self-destruction I also thought I had no shelf life and always right. Then I discovered I had hurt every person I loved the most (and punished myself even more which became a cycle of hell). I'm no better than anyone else, and we ALL have something knocking us down (a past, family, debt, depression, disability, or self-image). There's no magic bullet - and I, just like you, always have to focus on the positive and drop that anchor before I drown. I wish Hayden the peace, clarity, and vision I found. There's only 2 ways these turn out: the good way; or the awards show montage. Until a person can be free or sober enough to look into a baby's big eyes and know what unconditional love really is...and feel the warmth of that precious child's breath asleep on your bare chest laying there - it's hard to explain it to a 22yo time-bomb. hayden panettiere ontd How to get it? hayden panettiere ontd There is no drug in this world ever made to make me sacrifice the privilige of waking up each morning beside of my beautiful wife. To watch her eyes slowly squint awake with a smile...as she swats me with a pillow for staring at her...THAT is worth everything. And when I stopped punishing myself for the trail of fire I left in my wake, and forgave myself and family, it was only then that I could BE forgiven. Even if I should stumble tomorrow, I will always get back up. That's what we do...we keep on digging just to see that sun rise again. Have a great and safe weekend my CDAN friends ;-) Himmmm former B list television actress: Hayden Panettiere Her last boyfriend (former A list athlete with B list name recognition): Wladimir Klitschko Read more at ONTD: http://ohnotheydidnt.livejournal.com/67069498.html#ixzz1oOZzPN32 hayden panettiere ontd